I can still remember it so clearly.
We were in the car, the entire family, on the way to Melaka or some other outstation location. We had been discussing politics, about how our nation was in dire straits, about how corruption had a stranglehold on the country like vines creeping over a wall, about the injustices and apathy of the people.
Then as we emerged under a flyover, we came upon a police roadblock. The police were checking for ICs, pulling over those who had committed traffic offenses, or who had been speeding in the long, straight stretch of highway before this.
An officer waved us over. My father pulled the car over to the side and dutifully wound down his window. Some words were exchanged. I can't exactly remember what but it was clear that the car had been over the speed limit and a fine would be issued. Unless the issue was solved ... amicably of course.
I was sitting at the back of the car, cheek resting against the seatbelt, eyes half closed in a half-hearted attempt to feign sleep. A deal was made, no fine was issued and we continued driving along.
Eyes now fully closed, I felt my chest tighten as I realised what had just happened. I pretended my eyes were tearing from sleepiness and fatigue,rather than from the hurt I was feeling. You have to understand, I know bribery was commonplace, and was for most people, the most convenient thing to do. But to see it done before my eyes, to witness someone who had shaped me, who could be said to have formed my values and had always emphasized me to be morally upright above all...
Something inside me died that day. The expectation that ordinary people could rise above their station, sacrifice their own conveniences and take the harder but morally just route faded away. The idealism that drove me to believe that humanity was naturally good, and that given the choice and facts people would do the right thing was shaken to the core. Not everyone can be a Gandhi, Mother Teresa or Mandela.
I had always believed that corruption was an issue of ethics, morality and goodness. Educate people enough, tell them how their actions adversely affected society, and they would perhaps change their behaviour. The incident forced me to reevaluate such an idealistic view, and consider such issues in the context of economic benefit, incentives and disincentives, gains and benefits to the private consumer. Simply put, people will almost always take the most convenient route.
I still think about that incident and wonder if I had just dreamed it all up. Sometimes I wish it was indeed just a dream.
Nowadays when I blame anyone for something I try to look in the mirror. While we complain about corruption, how many of us feed it? How is it we condemn corruption while actively sustaining it with our bribes to get off speeding fines, pass driving exams, simplify bureaucratic processes? How is it we can face ourselves in the mirror knowing full well we are part of the system that oppresses people and squanders our nation's resources?
I don't know. All I know is whenever I look in the mirror I am constantly reminded of our tendency for hypocrisy and making exceptions for ourselves. I see a reflection of myself, staring back at me with eyes wide open, asking: "Are you part of the system?"
Are you a part of the system?
You've heard of a banana republic. Now, welcome to Malaysia's Durian Democracy. The author takes on the thorny ( and occasionally horny) realities of Malaysian politics and its woes; and tries to show that behind that sharp image, Malaysia, still has some succulent, touching, and very genuine goodness in it. Not an easy task indeed, but then again, Malaysia has always been a hard nut ( or durian?) to crack.
Friday, July 5, 2013
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
Be The Change
When I was younger I wanted to be a politician. I read about the backstabbing, the betrayals, the 180 degree turns and the populism. I saw the dirtiness of tactics, the flexible morality of principles, and the overwhelming sense of vote preservation that drove many a politician.
| It requires immense moral strength to be a Gandhi. |
Yet somehow I had a lofty idea that I could be that one in a million, some sort of fully dressed Gandhi, a Malaysian George Washington, a Mandela that would bring true national reconciliation to our oft divided world. I believed that I was good enough to rise above the muck, to be selfless and to be a kind of saint. In other words, I thought I would be like a lotus flower, growing out of mud yet pure and radiant.
I've had a few years to mull over things, to reflect and meditate on matters, and to embark on a journey of self-discovery.
And increasingly, I have to come to a gradual realisation that I should not be in politics. I simply have too many flaws, flaws that will probably only be exacerbated by a career in politics.
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| Might I be the next Ibrahim Ali? |
For one, I love the spotlight. I crave the applause of a crowd, the cheers of a racuous audience, the pindrop silence that comes when touching upon shaky ground. My hearts beats a little faster as I see teary eyes or hearty laughs from those watching me. It's perhaps this that has led me to be quite active in public speaking, drama and debate. In other words, I am an attention whore. I won't mince my words, I love attention. And I can only imagine what kind of politics such tendencies will breed: The conspiracy theory spouting of Tian Chua? The senseless but fiery rhetoric of Ibrahim Ali? The publicity stunts of Waythamoorthy?
And then there's the fact that I often think of myself as smart. Sometimes, I may fall into the trap of believing I have the best answers to it all. That somehow I am in control of things and that I may outsmart people here and there. This tendency, coupled with my strong idealism, may result in me thinking that I alone have the best ideas, the best way to achieve a greater goal. Needless to say, it is a common trait amongst dictators: From Mao to Stalin, Hitler to Pol Pot, all believed passionately that they were achieving a greater good, that they had the best answer to everything, and therefore saw fit to wipe out all who opposed their twisted visions. The road to hell is paved with good intentions. The worst dictators are always the ones who believe they are doing the world a favour.
| Beautiful car... Bigger tempation? |
I also love the luxuries of life. Good food, fancy restaurants, exotic cocktails. Seeing and driving classic Mercedes Benz in mint condition really just does wonders to my mood. Keeping to a diet of eating healthily is difficult enough for me... I shudder to think what the temptation of easy millions may do to my conscience.
Many people I know would brush these concerns of mine off, saying that I am by far, a good person and that they have confidence in me. But I also know I have deep, deep flaws. I can be insensitive, selfish and self-absorbed. I am often a master procrastinator and a lazy bum, and I sometimes don't take criticism kindly. And the list goes on. Those who have spent a longer period of time with me can testify to these flaws.
So why am I listing out all these flaws, baring myself to the world? I'm not looking for sympathy or reassurances. In fact, I'm looking for the exact opposite, I want to hear about how I may have offended you, or made a mistake, or just screwed up things without knowing. I want to put this on record, so that one day should I fool myself into thinking I can rise above it all, someone can shove this in my face and remind me of my flaws.
But more than that, it is because I hope I can change myself for the better. I would like to believe that I already have, by reflecting, by avoiding situations that exacerbate my flaws, and by acknowledging my problems in the first place. I've often thought about running away from the world, holing myself up some place remote, maybe high up in the Himalayas with a simple life, with the hours spent on just being.
But it's not a luxury I can afford for now, so my journey goes on. In the words of Mohandas K. Gandhi: "Be the change you want to see in the world."
Perhaps one day I will have changed enough to be ready to enter a career in truly serving the people. But until then... I will continue to reflect, to act, and hopefully, to change.
Friday, May 31, 2013
The Real Reason for the Crackdown
Adam Adli. Tian Chua. Haris Ibrahim. Tamrin Ghafar. Safwan Anang. And now Hishammuddin Rais. One by one, these politicians and activists have been hauled up by the authorities in a crackdown reminiscent of 1988’s Operation Lalang.
The real question of course, is why.
Now this may seem like an obvious answer to you, after all they all probably have played a part in calling on people to go to street rallies, or have had a hand or two in organizing them. The simple logic now is that the authorities are simply clamping down to ensure no more rallies will take place.
I must disagree. Let us take the rally reason at face value. Tamrin Ghafar, Hishammuddin Rais and Tian Chua have had very little to do with organising rallies. In terms of calling on people to rise and take to the streets to protest, they are only part of a growing chorus of NGO activists, politicians and ordinary citizens.
In any case, rallies have gone on for a very long time now, from BERSIH 2007 all the way to the recent Suara Rakyat 505 Amcorp Mall rally. Barisan Nasional has managed to largely ignore them with the administration going on as normal, and have learnt valuable lessons that any crackdowns can only result in a terrible political backlash.
And if indeed there was to be a crackdown to prevent rallies, why the selective persecution? Why not hit out at the big players? Blogger Chegubard has made his stance and involvement in the Amcorp Mall rally very clear by his presence on the stage, yet has not been arrested.
Yet a crackdown still happened. And is still happening. Why? Has the government simply not learned? Have they grown a sudden fear to rallies?
I believe the situation needs a closer examination. Not all arrested so far called upon the rakyat to rise and take the fight to the streets. Not all were involved in organizing rallies. Yet the Home Ministry went right ahead knowing full well there would be a huge political backlash in arresting the above names. Again, the crucial question is why?
All those arrested thus far do however, have something in common: they all spoke out against racism at a May 13 forum at the Selangor Chinese Assembly Hall. Adam Adli called the May 13 riots a result of sedition by UMNO members and said they were used as an excuse to hold on to power in the aftermath of the devastating 1969 election results. Tian Chua boldly stated that unity has never been a real problem in Malaysia, but disunity is actively caused by UMNO itself. Again, he labeled May 13 as a means to hold onto power, calling it a “toyol” to scare people. Most revealing is Tamrin Ghafar’s speech, where he revealed in his capacity as an ex-UMNO insider that the May 13 riots were part of a coup d’état to overthrow Tunku Abdul Rahman. He even implicated Mahathir Mohammad as one of the key players. Similar exhortations to relook at history were made by Haris Ibrahim and Safwan Anang.
I believe it is not rallies UMNO fears but a growing trend of historical revisionism. Should the spectre of May 13 be torn apart as an UMNO-orchestrated plot, Barisan Nasional would lose its status as a bringer of “stability” and a preserver of “delicate race relations”. Previously such thoughts were restricted to the minds of academics such as Kua Kia Soong, but recently such reflections upon history have gained traction in popular imagination.
As George Orwell once said: “He who controls the present, controls the past. And he who controls the past, controls the future.”
The real fear of UMNO is not rallies. They have dealt with them aplenty before from 1988’s protests, 1998’s Reformasi to 2007’s BERSIH. The real fear of UMNO is the revision of the “gospel truth” they have taught people as the history of the nation. Once the May 13 spectre loses ground, what would happen to the older voters who previously may have feared a change in government based on concerns over racial clashes? What would it say about BN’s smear campaign on Lim Kit Siang, who was not even in the Peninsular at the time of the riots?
And what other hidden histories will be revealed? Perhaps the next issue to catch people’s attention will be the struggle of the left wing parties under PUTERA-AMCJA against the British (See Fahmi Redza’s documentary “Sepuluh Tahun Sebelum Merdeka”), which would then portray UMNO not as independence fighters but as British sycophants and collaborators. With such a huge blow to BN’s prestige as the Fathers of Independence, what sort of impact might that have on Malaysians?
No doubt such thoughts are haunting the minds of the authorities. As another quote from George Orwell goes: “In times of universal deceit, the telling of the truth is a revolutionary act.”
To put it simply, UMNO fears the truth.
Sources:
Adam Adli's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_nZDttvnNI
Tamrin Ghafar's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgUZb3CbxdU
Tian Chua's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5Z42GERS3Y
Haris Ibrahim's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilAltTFL350
Hishammuddin Rais's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIAErK_sIwo
Sepuluh Tahun Sebelum Merdeka by Fahmi Redza: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=4Sn3C2QTeRs
The real question of course, is why.
Now this may seem like an obvious answer to you, after all they all probably have played a part in calling on people to go to street rallies, or have had a hand or two in organizing them. The simple logic now is that the authorities are simply clamping down to ensure no more rallies will take place.
I must disagree. Let us take the rally reason at face value. Tamrin Ghafar, Hishammuddin Rais and Tian Chua have had very little to do with organising rallies. In terms of calling on people to rise and take to the streets to protest, they are only part of a growing chorus of NGO activists, politicians and ordinary citizens.
In any case, rallies have gone on for a very long time now, from BERSIH 2007 all the way to the recent Suara Rakyat 505 Amcorp Mall rally. Barisan Nasional has managed to largely ignore them with the administration going on as normal, and have learnt valuable lessons that any crackdowns can only result in a terrible political backlash.
And if indeed there was to be a crackdown to prevent rallies, why the selective persecution? Why not hit out at the big players? Blogger Chegubard has made his stance and involvement in the Amcorp Mall rally very clear by his presence on the stage, yet has not been arrested.
Yet a crackdown still happened. And is still happening. Why? Has the government simply not learned? Have they grown a sudden fear to rallies?
I believe the situation needs a closer examination. Not all arrested so far called upon the rakyat to rise and take the fight to the streets. Not all were involved in organizing rallies. Yet the Home Ministry went right ahead knowing full well there would be a huge political backlash in arresting the above names. Again, the crucial question is why?
All those arrested thus far do however, have something in common: they all spoke out against racism at a May 13 forum at the Selangor Chinese Assembly Hall. Adam Adli called the May 13 riots a result of sedition by UMNO members and said they were used as an excuse to hold on to power in the aftermath of the devastating 1969 election results. Tian Chua boldly stated that unity has never been a real problem in Malaysia, but disunity is actively caused by UMNO itself. Again, he labeled May 13 as a means to hold onto power, calling it a “toyol” to scare people. Most revealing is Tamrin Ghafar’s speech, where he revealed in his capacity as an ex-UMNO insider that the May 13 riots were part of a coup d’état to overthrow Tunku Abdul Rahman. He even implicated Mahathir Mohammad as one of the key players. Similar exhortations to relook at history were made by Haris Ibrahim and Safwan Anang.
I believe it is not rallies UMNO fears but a growing trend of historical revisionism. Should the spectre of May 13 be torn apart as an UMNO-orchestrated plot, Barisan Nasional would lose its status as a bringer of “stability” and a preserver of “delicate race relations”. Previously such thoughts were restricted to the minds of academics such as Kua Kia Soong, but recently such reflections upon history have gained traction in popular imagination.
As George Orwell once said: “He who controls the present, controls the past. And he who controls the past, controls the future.”
The real fear of UMNO is not rallies. They have dealt with them aplenty before from 1988’s protests, 1998’s Reformasi to 2007’s BERSIH. The real fear of UMNO is the revision of the “gospel truth” they have taught people as the history of the nation. Once the May 13 spectre loses ground, what would happen to the older voters who previously may have feared a change in government based on concerns over racial clashes? What would it say about BN’s smear campaign on Lim Kit Siang, who was not even in the Peninsular at the time of the riots?
And what other hidden histories will be revealed? Perhaps the next issue to catch people’s attention will be the struggle of the left wing parties under PUTERA-AMCJA against the British (See Fahmi Redza’s documentary “Sepuluh Tahun Sebelum Merdeka”), which would then portray UMNO not as independence fighters but as British sycophants and collaborators. With such a huge blow to BN’s prestige as the Fathers of Independence, what sort of impact might that have on Malaysians?
No doubt such thoughts are haunting the minds of the authorities. As another quote from George Orwell goes: “In times of universal deceit, the telling of the truth is a revolutionary act.”
To put it simply, UMNO fears the truth.
Sources:
Adam Adli's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_nZDttvnNI
Tamrin Ghafar's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgUZb3CbxdU
Tian Chua's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5Z42GERS3Y
Haris Ibrahim's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilAltTFL350
Hishammuddin Rais's speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIAErK_sIwo
Sepuluh Tahun Sebelum Merdeka by Fahmi Redza: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=4Sn3C2QTeRs
To My Future Self
Author's note: I wrote this letter a while ago to remind myself what is important. With all the frustration spilling over from the recent crackdowns and GE13 results, many people have either given up or become disillusioned. This letter has been a source of strength for me all this while. I hope it helps someone out there too.
NOTE: I've included a voice recording of the letter too directly below just in case you're a more auditory type of person. I know I'm probably a tad bit dramatic, but hey, a guy has got to express! Besides it's am in the morning and I'm running on coke now. (The soft drink not the drug la!) Many thanks!
If you are reading this letter then you must be upset, dejected or disillusioned with the cause. Perhaps there has been an incident where you have realised your ideals are well, less than ideal. Or perhaps reality has just given you a giant slap on the face and somehow you do not know what is right or wrong anymore. Or maybe it's one of those moments where you look back, reflect, and think, how can there be any hope? What can man do against such reckless hate?
You will no doubt, go through a period of deep thought, reflection and meditation as you ponder upon the meaning of it all. You will tear yourself apart thinking of a barrage of questions that will assault your conscience. You will cease to know what is right and what is wrong, what is black and what is white, what is dark and what is bright.
You may even contemplate retreating into your shell to recover. You may even think of just resigning and let others do the fighting. You may feel tired, burnt out, and wonder out loud if all your efforts were for nothing. People don't seem to listen, situations don't change fast enough, or your dreams are shattered.
If all this strikes true in your heart, then it is now my duty to remind you why you began caring in the first place. It is my duty to make you remember.
Remember who it is you are fighting for. Remember who it is you started this journey for. You began it with the jeering insults of your schoolbus mates, racism thrown at an innocent child. You began with witnessing the injustice of a disabled girl being made fun of for being different. You began with the heartwrenching sight of that old woman, rummaging through 7-11 garbage bins to fend for a living, abandoned by her children.
You started your awakening with the bedroom conversations of your parents as you pretended you were asleep, where they spoke of the state of our nation, migration and resignation. How you pained to transform the sighs and cries into glimmers of hope.
You began your journey in the streets and trains, where you silently watched Malaysians from all walks of life passing through with busy lives. On the rubbish-strewn reclaimed beaches, gazing upon long forgotten mansions, wondering what it was like in a golden age long past. In the canteen where you used to sit with that policeman's son, and where you always lied and pretended he would ever pay you back for treating him to breakfast, because he could not afford it.
Remember the tears from BERSIH where it was not the tear gas but the realization of a lost freedom that drove you to despair. Remember the sorrow in that Orang Asli man's quivering voice as he confessed to you that sometimes, in between being ignored and being taken for being stupid, he felt life was not worth living. Remember.
The politicans will continue to bicker. The ideologues will continue to spout. Life will go on. But you cannot just "move on". You must move forward.
Can you make a difference? Yes. And no. I don't know. Can you tell what is right and wrong? Again I have no answers.
You are asking all the wrong questions. Instead of asking all this, why do you not also wonder: Am I going to do nothing? Are you going to give up, seriously?
The Gandhis, Mandelas, Martin Luther King Jrs of the world have suffered far more than you. No meaningful change was ever brought about without rejection, dejection, frustration. The night is always darkest before dawn. Remember, remember, never surrender.
Now get off your ass and get to work.
Always with you,
Your naive, idealistic and eternally stubborn younger self.
NOTE: I've included a voice recording of the letter too directly below just in case you're a more auditory type of person. I know I'm probably a tad bit dramatic, but hey, a guy has got to express! Besides it's am in the morning and I'm running on coke now. (The soft drink not the drug la!) Many thanks!
Dear Future Self,
If you are reading this letter then you must be upset, dejected or disillusioned with the cause. Perhaps there has been an incident where you have realised your ideals are well, less than ideal. Or perhaps reality has just given you a giant slap on the face and somehow you do not know what is right or wrong anymore. Or maybe it's one of those moments where you look back, reflect, and think, how can there be any hope? What can man do against such reckless hate?
You will no doubt, go through a period of deep thought, reflection and meditation as you ponder upon the meaning of it all. You will tear yourself apart thinking of a barrage of questions that will assault your conscience. You will cease to know what is right and what is wrong, what is black and what is white, what is dark and what is bright.
You may even contemplate retreating into your shell to recover. You may even think of just resigning and let others do the fighting. You may feel tired, burnt out, and wonder out loud if all your efforts were for nothing. People don't seem to listen, situations don't change fast enough, or your dreams are shattered.
If all this strikes true in your heart, then it is now my duty to remind you why you began caring in the first place. It is my duty to make you remember.
Remember who it is you are fighting for. Remember who it is you started this journey for. You began it with the jeering insults of your schoolbus mates, racism thrown at an innocent child. You began with witnessing the injustice of a disabled girl being made fun of for being different. You began with the heartwrenching sight of that old woman, rummaging through 7-11 garbage bins to fend for a living, abandoned by her children.
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| "Splash in the Sea" Taken Jan 2012. (C) OKJ. Click for larger image. |
You began your journey in the streets and trains, where you silently watched Malaysians from all walks of life passing through with busy lives. On the rubbish-strewn reclaimed beaches, gazing upon long forgotten mansions, wondering what it was like in a golden age long past. In the canteen where you used to sit with that policeman's son, and where you always lied and pretended he would ever pay you back for treating him to breakfast, because he could not afford it.
Remember the tears from BERSIH where it was not the tear gas but the realization of a lost freedom that drove you to despair. Remember the sorrow in that Orang Asli man's quivering voice as he confessed to you that sometimes, in between being ignored and being taken for being stupid, he felt life was not worth living. Remember.
The politicans will continue to bicker. The ideologues will continue to spout. Life will go on. But you cannot just "move on". You must move forward.
Can you make a difference? Yes. And no. I don't know. Can you tell what is right and wrong? Again I have no answers.
You are asking all the wrong questions. Instead of asking all this, why do you not also wonder: Am I going to do nothing? Are you going to give up, seriously?
The Gandhis, Mandelas, Martin Luther King Jrs of the world have suffered far more than you. No meaningful change was ever brought about without rejection, dejection, frustration. The night is always darkest before dawn. Remember, remember, never surrender.
Now get off your ass and get to work.
Always with you,
Your naive, idealistic and eternally stubborn younger self.
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| "Horizons for Hope" Taken Jan 2012. (C) OKJ. Click for larger image. |
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Monday, May 27, 2013
Alone
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| "Solitary Confinement", taken at Vienna Zoo, 31 July 2011. Copyright of OKJ. Click to see higher quality image. |
It's not that I don't have great friends, I do, good friends who I know will be there for me should I need them. It's not that I'm a loner, far from it, I enjoy the company of people, eating, laughing, singing together.
Perhaps alone is not quite the word for it.
I've always been a rather odd one out I know. Friends say I'm a 40 year old living in a 20 year old body. Given my old fashioned taste in music, I can't say I blame them, haha! But it is more than that. I can go crazy, enthusiastic and childlike at times ( ask my younger brother). I can be carefree, funny, and happy-go-lucky when I want to be.
But I don't think that's quite it either.
Rather, I believe it's because of what I believe my life is about. Friends sometimes call me crazy, obsessed or say that I care too much. My mom freaks out everytime I go to some rally or write some article criticising the government. One of my best friends used to say: "Why do you get so upset? It's not even really affecting you." Another unfortunate love interest felt rather neglected when I seemed to love my country and perhaps not pay as much attention to her.
But that's just it. I feel "alone" at times because I feel that so very few people understand what it is to have one's life revolve around the prospect of serving a greater cause. To many, politics, socioeconomic issues and the fates of others are very separate from their own conception of self. But to me, it is everything.
For as long as I can remember, I have always been interested in people. Not gossip or the celebrity stuff, but the happiness, the welfare and the livelihood of people. I started blogging because of the gross injustice I felt that was inherent in the Malaysian education system. I study history and economics because I want to learn as much as I can, so that I can broaden my perspective and look upon today's issues with an eye as to not repeat the terrible past. Heck, I remember how I used to make my birthday wishes and prayers: "May all people be happy. May the cruel be kind and please help them realize there is a better way for all of us."
Looking back at my application essays to the US, my whole application rested on sociopolitical concerns. Even my speech competition was based on a speech I made about racism.
Perhaps that is why I sometimes feel.... not understood. Not misunderstood, no, but just... not understood. I must sound like I'm spewing nonsense now, but it's just that I feel there is this core to me, this core that does not belong to myself but to something bigger than little puny me.
Maybe one day, when I am going to risk my life or getting arrested, I will find someone who will not say: "Are you mad?" But rather understand that, yes, I am mad, I am mad about the injustice, I am mad about the hypocrisy, I am mad about the hunger, the racism, the corruption, the poverty.
Maybe one day I will find someone who instead of holding me back, will simply hold my hand and walk with me.
Until that day, perhaps I will stick to long lonely drives home, listening to my heart beating in the dark.
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Another May 13 in the Offing?
May 13 has arrived and passed with no major incidents.
For many Malaysians who sit uneasily with the date, there is a culpable sense
of relief. However, is the threat of a nationwide disturbance over? Is it
possible still in this day and age for something on the scale of the May 13
riots to reoccur?
Before moving on let me just clarify that this
analysis is not meant to monger fear or accuse the government of anything. It
is a hypothesis based on my historical analysis of post-election trends in
Malaysia, and as with all hypotheses, is unproven and certainly not set in
stone.
This article seeks to analyse and answer two main
questions:
- How possible is it to have some sort of disturbance that will spark unrest?
- What form might it take?
Through a careful examination of past incidences of
civil unrest in Malaysia, 3 incidents in particular stand out for their scale,
their impact on the political narrative of Malaysia, and their nature. The 3
incidents I speak of are the May 13, 1969 riots, the 1987-1988 Operation Lalang
and judicial crisis, and the 1998 sacking of Anwar Ibrahim and the subsequent
Reformasi movement. In considering the events leading up to, during and
following the events, 3 key traits stand out.
Firstly and perhaps most importantly, all 3 incidences
have taken place in the foreground of internal UMNO struggles. In Dr. Kua Kia
Soong’s thesis of May 13, he posits that the riots were in fact a coup d’état
initiated by the ascendant Malay capitalist class under Razak to replace the
Malay aristocratic class lead by Tunku Abdul Rahman [1]. The validity of Dr.
Kua’s statement is subject to debate, but the swift and stunning reversal of
fortunes that Tunku Abdul Rahman suffered cannot be discounted as coincidence.
Even if the riots were not facilitated by the top leadership of the right wing
of UMNO, Razak certainly made full use of the opportunity to grab the reins of
government. Recently, Gerakan veteran Dr. Goh Cheng Teik and ex-UMNO strongman
Mohd Tamrin Abdul Ghafar came out to clarify that May 13 was indeed an internal
coup orchestrated by irate UMNO members against Rahman [2][3].
The 1987-1988 Operation Lalang also had similar
internal rumblings. In fact, the judicial crisis roots lay in the dismissal of
UMNO as an illegal organization due to complaints from Tengku Razaleigh’s UMNO
Team B [4]. The same goes for the mass arrests that followed the Reformasi
movement. Again, it was an inside UMNO fight between then Deputy Prime Minister
Anwar Ibrahim and Mahathir Mohamad [5].
Time and time again, UMNO leaders especially those
from the right wing have shown that they are more than willing to externalize
internal struggles to distract people from the real issues and to eliminate
opposition. Come this October, UMNO internal elections will be held, and it
will be a titanic clash between the reformers under Najib Razak and the
Mahathirists under Muhyiddin’s tutelage. The first shots have already been
fired by Mahathir, calling Najib’s performance a “disappointment” and openly
stating before elections that given a slim victory Najib should give way to
deputy Muhyiddin [6].
2. Need for consolidation of power
The second trait is a need for constitutional/ law
changing. As we all know, the last time UMNO was in government with a minority
of the popular vote was in 1969 [7]. Post-1969, constitutional amendments made
the EC beholden to Barisan Nasional and various laws such as the Sedition Act
were strengthened (See Andrew Yong’s article
in Loyarburok for easy understanding) [8]. Similarly, in 1988 the threat from
the Semangat 46’ coalition formed posed enough of a threat to the UMNO hegemony
of power that the Mahathir felt it necessary to cripple the judiciary and rob
it of its independence[9].These changes in law to consolidate UMNO dominance
have however, often been met with significant opposition. It is because of the
backlash that comes with these changes in the institutions and dilution of the
rule of law that such exercises have needed to be preceded by mass arrests/
unrest preventing any coordinated response. The Reformasi movement of 1998 was
rife with similar arrests, but with a firm 76.56% of seats BN could comfortably
continue its gerrymandering, mal-apportionment exercises [10] One must also
bear in mind that due to 1998 being led by Anwaristas, it took on a different
nature.
At the end of this year, there will be a
re-delineation exercise that threatens to entrench BN firmly in power, no
matter what the popular vote turns out to be in GE 14 [11]. Civil society,
opposition politicians and proactive citizens have already begun raising
awareness of the exercise. The rakyat, especially urban folk are acutely aware
of their rights and attendance at rallies such as the 8th May Kelana
Jaya rally have shown that from here on escalation of civil action can be only
grow [12].
It would require a major distraction on an
unprecedented scale to divert attention away from the re-delineation exercise.
3. Incitement of racial sentiments
The third trait that has preceded such incidents is
the exacerbation ( or in some cases manufacturing) of racial sentiments. This
has largely been the domain of the government-controlled mainstream media. In
1969, the mainstream media reported Labour Party processions as shouting
“Malai-si!” and provoking the Malays [13]. However, such accounts are doubted
and are contradictory to the foreign press accounts that reported the
procession as a show of “discipline” and “genuine restraint” [14].
In 1988, Utusan Malaysia blew the issue of Chinese
educationists out of proportion. What followed were the mass arrests of not
just prominent members of Dong Zong but also of activists and opposition
politicians [15] In 1999, BN blew up fears of Islamization, loss of non-Malay
rights etc to secure a win despite losing the popular vote of Malays to the
Barisan Alternatif [16].
Now the racist rhetoric has reached an all-time high.
From Utusan Malaysia’s “Apa Lagi Cina Mahu” (What More Do The Chinese Want?) ,
an ex-judge’s warning of backlash against the Chinese, to PM Najib’s “Chinese
Tsunami”, all UMNO media seems to be blasting out racism at every avenue. [17]
[18] [19]
A Negative
Cycle
The need to change laws, racial sentiments and UMNO
internal struggles are all interlinked and form part of a negative cycle that
has occurred since May 1969. The government starts to lose popularity and its
grasp on power starts to loosen, thus facilitating the growth of opposition
movements. The government then needs to consolidate its position, and the
bending the law to suit such needs is its ultimate tool. To bend the law
however is to invite dissent. At the same time, the loss of popularity also
sparks internal divisions within UMNO itself. Faced with signification
obstacles, such power struggles are then externalized in the form of a national
crisis to distract from the real issues and to decapitate any unified response.
To provide a raison d’etre for such a national crisis, the mainstream media
exacerbates and incites racial rhetoric. And when the so-called “spontaneous
chaos” ensues, fear takes hold of many and allows the ruling coalition to
remain in power. This standard operating procedure is not endemic to Malaysia
but is something common in the politics and history of many other Southeast
Asian countries with similar problems with diversity and nation building such
as Indonesia and the Philippines (See People Power
revolution and the fall of Suharto’s
regime) [20].
It is my view that given the volatility of the current
political position and the fulfillment of all three key traits, a national incident is bound to happen.
However, despite the incitement of racial sentiments, it is my opinion that any
unrest will not be of a racial nature. Unlike in 1969 and 1988, the issues
raised by the opposition and civil society have been part of national
consciousness and not ethnic-specific [21]. The opposition platform is also
multiracial, unlike in 1969 where it was largely non-Malay, and has enjoyed
multiracial support [22]. The racial baiting by UMNO-controlled media has also
been met with incredible shows of unity from Malaysians from all walks of life
[23].
Therefore any incident will take on the form of mass
arrests in the name of stability and national security. Already 28 Pakatan
Rakyat leaders who spoke at the Kelana Jaya rally have been/ are going to be
called up on charges of sedition [24]. Yesterday,
a group of NGOs lead by Haris Ibrahim’s ABU has called for a 1 million Malaysians
to rally against electoral fraud in Kuala Lumpur (Note: Contrary to what was
reported, in his official statement Haris Ibrahim never called for toppling of
a government, see his blog
for details)[25]. This is the Catch 22 situation faced by every
pseudo-democratic government, where in order to remain in power they dilute the
institutions of democracy, but in so doing radicalize the populace and further
erode their mandate to power. Faced with an escalation of civil disobedience on
this scale, it would be an easy thing for the government to crackdown on
activists, politicians and intellectuals in one fell swoop.
Many a politician used to justify any repression
including use of the Internal Security Act by stating that the majority of
people in Malaysia seemed not to mind as most people voted BN in elections. In
the days of Operation Lalang, this was the case. But this time any action by
the BN government will be without the support of the popular vote.
There is a word used to describe the act of a minority
cracking down on freedoms without consent of the majority: tyranny. Whether or
not such tyranny will continue to work in this day and age, will depend on the strength
of will of the rakyat. Not the work of NGOs, not the ceramahs of politicians,
but the voice of the ordinary citizen in speaking out against injustice.
Again, this is pure speculation on my part but is
nevertheless based on a close analysis of long term historical trends in
Malaysia and throughout the SEA region. In fact, for the sake of this country,
I hope that this entire analysis is rubbish, and that I will be proven
absolutely wrong and a pessimistic idiot. One can only hope.
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[1] Kua,
Kia Soong. May 13: Declassified Documents
on the Malaysian Riots of 1969. SUARAM, 2007.
[2] “May 13 was not an ethnic phenomenon. It was a
political occurrence, only those who were members of Umno or associated with it
were involved.” – Dr Goh Cheng Teik
“Ex-Gerakan stalwart backs Hadi's May 13
stand” Malaysiakini. May 1, 2013. Available
at http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/228701.
[3] “…the incident was a mini
coup planned by Umno men.” – Mohd Tamrin Abdul Ghafar.
Kuak, Ser Kuang Keng. “Ex-UMNO man defends DAP against
May 13 charge” Malaysiakini. April 30, 2013. Available at http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/228497.
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Boo & Ding, Emily. “Thousands pack Kelana Jaya stadium for Pakatan rally”. Malaysian Insider. May 8, 2013.
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Nigel. “Ex-judge warns Chinese of backlash for 'betrayal'”. Malaysiakini. May 12, 2013. Available at
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“Malaysia GE13: PM Najib blames polls results on 'Chinese tsunami'”. Straits Times. May 6, 2013. Available at
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[21] Among
the issues brought up were corruption, high cost of living etc.
Manisfesto Pakatan Rakyat. Pakatan Rakyat website. April 19, 2013.
Available at http://www.pakatanrakyat.my/files/ENG-Manifesto-BOOK.pdf.
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point the way towards unity” The Star. May 12, 2013. Available at http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2013/5/12/nation/13102027&sec=nation.
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Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Sometimes I Hate Being Chinese
The current trend of racialising election results is extremely worrying.
- PM Najib: "Elections results... due to a Chinese tsunami."
- Utusan Malaysia headlines: "Apa lagi Cina mahu?" (What more do the Chinese want?
- Mohd Ali Rustam, ex-Melaka MB: "The Chinese are ungrateful and racist!"
- Papagomo, influential pro-BN blogger also today called the Chinese ungrateful, implying Chinese should go back to China. A reader whose comment was liked by many also commented that the Chinese should be slaughtered like pigs.
The truth is that statistics show that the urban Malay vote also experienced a huge shift to PR, and since PR actually won the popular vote, 3.1 million of those votes were actually Malay.
A Malay friend of mine actually messaged me to apologise on behalf of the Malay community. I told him there is absolutely no need to apologise. Unlike some people in power, I know better than to stereotype people based on the color of their skin. Unlike some people in power, I know better than to emulate Hitler and condemn a whole ethnicity. And unlike some people in power, I know Malaysia, now more than ever, needs unity.
Sometimes I can't help but hate being Chinese. Why can't I just be Malaysian?
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